Yes You

Asking me to return back after two years.

I dont know what do you see for the future.

I dont know how easy i am to you.

I dont know what exactly that you want for me.

Without a reasonable , acceptable excuse u left me.

Without a mercy u walk away.

and now,

u come back with a stupid , pfftttt reason?

To cure my heart?

Hoi, whats on earth r u saying this?

Being a perfect or a damn good stalker doesnt mean u know everything, doesnt mean u can fix everything.

Doesnt mean u can actually be the reason why, or being the light that suddenly sparkling from somewhere inside my life.

Who said i live in darkness?

Who said i live in the pathetic way?

who said i am barely able to stand without u?

and who said i am alone? who said that u can fix everything.

I always stick to this remember.

Kalau org blh buat skali, xmustahil dye akan buat lagi bukan?

so, pklah balikkan.

How could u ask me to return back as i never choose to walk away?

There's no way to return back as u were the one who chose to walk away two years ago.

I am not going to be ur old husna.

I am not going to be the same person.

I am not going to be there by ur side.

I am not going to be there, so stop searching, stop make me remember how stupid i was for falling for u, stop begging, stop calling, stop messaging, stop every and each stupid thing that u do.

Dont make me recall the old time, as the future is where i head to.

You walk away and i watch ur back

This time, u'll never able to see me even my back

Appreciate what u have, what u do have infront of you now, dont regret when she choose to walk away.

Coz when a girl fall in love, she means it with all her heart.

I couldnt be that girl. I wont be that girl.

As ur time has gone with me.

What was left behind , was the memory that we treasured together as i never know what love actually mean.

_ a very perfect stalker that would read each and single post of mine. thank you.

* but that will not make any change