Alhamdulillah. without realizing it, time flies so fast. 99 days left. I thought it was yesterday when i said 'i do' when he asked me to marry him :)
Seriously, time flies really fast, from over three hundred days, pejam celik pejam celik, see, now 99 hari.
To see the days decreasing in number so rapidly makes me nervous. So nervous. What did i do to prepare myself to be somebody's wife? Will everything gonna be okay?
People keep asking me, husna, ready dah ke? eh, betul ke nak jadi isteri org ni, dah sedia ke?
I will be like, ... InsyaAllah.
So, the preparation for the walimaturus is not even 30% done yet. Seriously, so much thing to do. So much thing to think about. but Alhamdulillah, we will not use any hall for the reception. Just making it at my house. Seriously, macam senang gila bila macam tu kan. xpayah nak mengangkut2 barang. hihi. Lagipun this is just a small ceremony.
Here's some of my notes for the preparation. See. byk lagi xsettle.
I guess my mum is waiting for inche seafarer to sign on again. He should be on the ship now, but due to some problem, he didnt. Am really afraid if he couldnt make it on the day. Yelah, the date has been set up, and he should be on his leave on that particular day. I hope everything will happen according to the plan, he will be sign off a week earlier, and take flight to semenanjung ASAP. kalau x, naik pelamin sorg la nampaknye. hewhewhew.
Sometimes, its really heartbreaking when people think negatively about us. What makes us more sad, when the people are our friends. Its okay for not believing in early marriage, but dont jump into your own conclusion about us such dah terl****r ke ape. We are telling you about the marriage earlier, we are preparing and counting the days. How come such thing could come out from a 'friend' mouth. I dont think such people deserve to be called as friends. Its just, different people has different story line.
But i believe in this. I believe that Allah knows, we are choosing the right path, for the right reasons. We are not simply, oh yeah! lets get married. No, after a deep thought and istikarah then we came out with such decision. and i really think this is the best way for us. Bukan kah perkahwinan itu satu perkara yang suci. Yes we are young, really young, but, the age isnt the most important matter to think about when its come to marriage.
Marriage is just so pure, i just think, bila Islam punyai cara untuk menghalalkan sesuatu yang haram, then why not pilih cara yang halal tu. kan? and for the future, lets Allah decide, just dont simple judge people and jump into your own conclusion. Itu fitnah, itu khianat. Berdosa besar.
but i thanked to those yg seriously really supportive. Thank you for believing in us. For together praying for this path to come true. May Allah makes this path ease for us. InsyaAllah.
Be a good wife, where you, can be lead by your husband.
Where you, can be the strength for your husband.
Where you, can be the woman behind his success.
Rasulullah SAW dalam hadisnya bermaksud, "Sebaik-baik wanita itu ialah apabila kamu memandangnya kamu akan senang hati (gembira), apabila kamu perintah, ia patuh kepadamu, apabila kamu pergi, ia akan menjaga dirinya dan menjaga hartamu."
preparing to be a good woman, wife, child. InsyaAllah
a good somebody :)