Every breath, every hour has come to this...
One step closer..
I had an important event last Friday. Alhamdulillah. Everything went well, everything flow smoothly. I really Thank to Allah for His blessing and mercy. And yes, without any doubt, this feeling is somehow a little bit different. A lil bit? no, its really really different.
and yes, i'm happy, never imagined this could be so fast, never thought this will be this fast. Alhamdulillah, i think positively, maybe this is the path that Allah creates for me, and maybe this is the best. Yet, this is sooo a long way to go, because, human can only plan, but Allah decides. But, InsyaAllah, pray for us peeps, marriage is so pure, InsyaAllah, memelihara niat kerana-Nya.
* OMG, never imagines i would think about this, this fast - double jerk eye brows :) *
His parents come over my place, actually just to get know each family even better, the main purpose is maybe merisik , menanda or mengatakan fatinhusna is now marked by hafiz zulkhanain. teeehhheee. Yeah, what does that mean to a young lady like me? Its unbelievable, its unexplained. But, Alhamdulillah, everything just went according to the plan.
Now, am officially his, maybe "fiance". Alhamdulillah, am going to get a very nice family in-law. For the very first time meeting his mother gave me a serious nerve-breaking. How should i react, what should i do, do i look okay, and the most important thing that keep lingering
" doesnt she will feel i am too and wayyy too cute for her son?"
I height only 143 cm whereas hafiz is 175cm. Hehehe.
* Minus then u get and u will know how obvious the difference :P i might be didnt even reach his shoulder. hehe.
( but i believe he loves me because am wayyy too cute :P )
But Alhamdulillah, i pray hardly to Allah, so He could ease everything, and yes, He made everything easy including the process of managing the hantaran, and so on so far. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Both parties decided to make a small kenduri, which i believe in Islam, sgt digalakkan tidak berlebih-lebihan. We decided to make everything as far as we could, not exaggerate or what ever yg seangkatan. Huuu. So here's the pictures.
on the way hommie :)
this not yet twenty lady
Sesi suai kenal ? * being e very polite waiter there.
the discussion time.
* see my lil farish haikal and harith haiyyan?
he he. i am SO small. -_-
Thank you awak. i love it. pannnndaii awak pilih :)
Yes, early marriage, it ain easy, yes, if i say that am badly ready to be a wife, to carry the responsibility, that would be a big lie. This is a big change. and a very big step. Seriously, for a soon to be 20 years old woman(?) , this A VERY BIG STEP, a very big move.
but i believe in my mom, i believe in my dad, i'm sure, they've think bout this thoroughly. to let go their lil daughter. and i believe in istikharah. and yes, i believe in him too :)
and it would be a very enormous lie if i said there's no doubt that sometimes terwujud. tapi, i believe in Allah, believe in His 'petunjuk' as He knows the best, and i believe in Hiss Qada' and Qadar. and to the outermost, i hold on to this, Human can only plan, He decides, so i leave everything to Him.
May He makes this path ease,
May i become a sweet,understanding, lovable wife.
and above all, i want to be the woman, behind his success, here and hereafter.