Here again

Assalamualaikum readers :)

i was in totally emotional break down few days ago. with the assignments hitting my head like bombs.
(hiperbola here) . But Alhamdulillah, indeed, a single call can change everything. I dont need more, just to make sure the waiting(s) are worth it. Worth whole life. insyaAllah it will :') , but it was my fault after all.

And crying with Allah makes me better, its quite shameful to cry in front of someone, even though you know them very-well-for more than years. I can only speak after i feel better.


In a relationship, understanding, gives and takes, honesty, sincerity, are seriously important.

Its time to turn my self in to a lady, who can now carry all the responsibility. Not the me who are eager to make every one to say yes to everything that i want.
Miscommunication can lead to a big problem in a relationship.
Not able to give and take can lead to corruption of the relationship.

Marriage is about two person sharing the same thought, or two person finding the similarities in their thought. and indeed, communication is very important.

No more the thought of this is what i want, this is what i eager to do, its now about,
this is what WE want, this is WHAT WE expect to experience in OUR big day, this is what WE dream of. This is OUR marriage, OUR own fairytale. :')

In dealing fatinhusna, you just need to make her understand, make her think thoroughly, despite her rush attitude in EBERYYYTHING.


but, being cheeky, kiddo, babyyish is not wrong at all. No-WRONG-at-all. just to make sure you look all time young. but being matured, responsible is a must now, not even an option for both.

Alhamdulillah, UNGS teaches me something. i got everything here, though sometime i do feel sleepy in the most of the classes, still trying my very best to pay full attention when it comes to marriage (?) topic. Haha. joking, but seriously, marriage is like an everyday MUST, COMPULSORY topic.


Do you noticed my layout and header already changed? to show you that i really wanna be matured.

eh, muka macam ni da xmatured da -_-
still kiddo. dush!

Okay 12:00 am,
its 39 days left, oh, 10 hari da berlalu, how time flies so fast kan?

Ramadhan, Ramadhan al mubarak, 3 days more, InsyaAllah, lets prepare physically and mentally.
Eh, point bagus untuk diet.

Assalamualaikum, selamat malam.
Tido atas tulang rusuk kanan, insyaAllah, cara terbaik untuk tidur.

Waiting : )