Seriously. i'm home alone now.
and its so damn boring.
Duhh! i wish someone could actually accompany me.
One fact about me. i'm afraid of dark when its raining heavily berserta guruh dan petir.
Tadi hujan bagai. siap call ma suruh balik awal. 1:40 abah da balik. eheh. mak mmg xblh simpan rahsia. abah balik smbil tersengih2.
abah : 'penakut'
aku : -_-' speechless.
This is abah's teacher's day present.
Its one of it and its been my favorite.
Yang lain sume mcm frame gambar, kek, towels, mug.
But as usual , while i was eating. aaron darwish came.
dgn suara comelnya ' nak! nak! nak! eemmmmm. nak! '
dalam hati ' this annoying me '
eheh. inilah hasilnya bila anak bongsu bertemu cucu pertama.
sampai kadang2, abah was like, okay. xnak masuk cmpur. korang gaduh la. rebut la segala harta dalam rumah nie. eheh.
tapi! abah usually marah aku lah kan.
Abah is bullying me. as i've already finish my sidney sheldon novel. He asked me to mark his student mid term exam paper. Its form 5, science subject. duh! its been while i didnt even think about study. i cant even holding that pen properly.
Marking those paper makes me thinking something. now i noe whats the feeling. seriously. its like. being a teacher its not easy. you know you've teach your students, but in the end, in the exam, its just like you didnt even teach anything. For objective q. the highest is 32 over 50. most of them get below 25. Its SPM peeps, i dont know if they realize how important it is SPM for their future.
tapi, bila fikir2 balik, yes, Allah gives akal to everyone. but the level of the capability of the akal. Its different from one person to another. Some might, well, sgt sgt sgt pandai. Belajar skali, then that is it. Igt smpi bila2. Some in the middle, where the effort should be hugee enough to achieve what they want. Some maybe slow. i mean. well. you know, you understand.
and one thing for sure. there's no success you can gain without effort isnt it? and doa.
'Sesungguhnya ALLAH SWT tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, melainkan kaum itu mengubah dahulu apa yang ada dalam diri mereka'
Here is what i can understand from this ayat.
If you didnt change yourself. You are lazy. you think everything you can own in just the blink of eyes. Then Allah wont change your fate. You have to change yourself first. rather than being lazy. be hardworking, optimistic, ambitious. Then Allah will see the effort from you and the outcome, InsyaAllah will be worth it.
Allah Maha Adil :)
* jadi adik2 sekalian, berusahalah. masa depan tu !
Only if i have a sister. Sure hidup dye xkan aman -.-'