Yesterday i went to hospital melaka.
well. my mum was visiting her friend, and obviously, i had to follow her.
i hate being at hospital. seriously. the surrounding.
man~ i having big problem to suit myself there.
we went back home around 6:00 pm.
and i had headache.
headache been my bestfriend since i was 15 years old i guess.
Setiap kali sakit kepala. wajib muntah.
I vomit thrice last night.
Hebat, last skali menjolok tekak sendiri supaya muntah.
I really cant get over sickness
Biggest mosque in melaka.
its just beside the hospital btw.
and this, HO were hearing some speech from MO.
well, most of them didnt pay much attention.
i saw them replying msg, others keep talking with each other.
maybe its because the MO wasnt strict enough.
keep talking eventhough he knew they werent listening.
but one of the HO was wayy handsome babe!
In a way being a doctor, i've so much things to handle, to overcome.
- phobia towards blood.
- hygiene. okay. org sakit for sure kurang bersih. and seriously, i cant handle it.
- hospital surrounding.
am i gonna be a good doctor? seriously.
semua doktor kena wajib harus makhruh tgk darah, but me. i'm afraid of it.
mcm mn lah nak jadi doktor. i keep thinking bout this.
hah. xpayah nak manje kan sgt lah diri tu husna.
well, kawan aku cakap.
xpayah jadi doktor, jadi ustazah je.
well, 5 years more. surely i'm gonna get over this and that.
gonna overcome this and that.
i believe that feeling can control thing.
if you really wanna do this or that, surely you'll have strong feeling bout it isnt it? naturally, the feeling that you have will help you to overcome any obstacle that lay in front of you.
well, the easiest sentence is, never give up.
surely i'll never give up :)
i'm being so meant isnt it? there's no way forgiveness can fade away the scars.
but, i'm seriously sorry. badly sorry.
angriness state, its beyond my control.
i'm just too much.