Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Stories :)

Convo :)

I love those roses :)

Cerita convo
Hari nie bangun lewat, sepatutnya lime setengah. tp oleh krn tido sgt sgt sgt lambat, jd mata pun sgt berat. gila hebat.
baru sudah solat, mak bising ' dikkkk... cepat ' apekah -.-
i'm not ready yet! baru lepas solat.
ok, tudung! buat hal hari nie, terima kasih ya tudung!
-sebb slalu sgt pki shawl, lupa dah mcm mn nk pki tdung bawal.
so, i get pissed off easily this morning >.<
n angah, i do, very proud of u :)
tggu sy punye! 7 tahun lagi

am i too matured?
ok,as invitation card ade 2, so, kene duduk lua! sobsosbsosb. apekah? erm, baru keluar toilet sorg2, then ade sorg mamat ni tgur,
awk xpergi masuk dewan ke? da nak start da ni.'
hah? aku muka mcm graduan ke? senyum jelah. sedekah nie.
'sy bukan graduan.'
terus blah. ok, aku muka gila tua! aaaaa. tension

you!
i met my long lost classmate. ok, xsuke dye. lama gila da xjumpe dye since dye pindah. that time i was looking at the information center. lapar kot! as xpakai cermin mata, terpaksa lah bertenggek dkt information board tuh gila lama -.- suddenly, husna! aaaaaaa. mamat neh, knp jumpe kat sni? sekarang? -.- ok,
musuh ketat ms skolah.
jumpe dgn mak dia, salam lah, ( dlm hati aku da nak lari 2000000km sejam )
then mak dye blah da nak masuk dewan. dye borak. tnye blaja kt mn? aku jwb ukm. gila hebat punya bohong sunat -.- borak23...
then suddenly, dye ckp, eyh, baju kurung, wadges. u've change alot. ok, kau buat aku pissed off! berkerut2 muka aku thn marah. trus aku blah. dye terpinga2. td aku on9, ade plak mamat nie add, sumpah aku x approve.
kaw, kaw mkin tinggi [ sape je yg x tinggi bila dgn aku -.- ]
n kaw makin ensem, tp xpe, x menggetarkan hati aku :) .tp air muka kaw still sm mcm bertahun dulu, org yg buat aku annoying gila2.
DONT DISTURB ME :)

Bila tgk muka ma abah gila bangga, sy pulak yg touching, ouke. mmg gila emotional crisis skrg. sy suka! weeee. InsyaAllah, just wait for my turn 7 years onward. i do will prove to both of u, ur sacrifices are been paid on that day. so do hold on, do wait for me. i would like to create a single happiness for both of u.

' Ya Allah, aku pasti tidak meminta kebahagian untuk diriku, tp izinkanlah aku untuk mencipta buat mereka sejuta kebahagian.
Cukuplah bagiku jika ia begitu. '

i dont really believe everything now.
distance, do make two hearts far apart.
everything changed.
my own perspective about life change.
hope, dreams,
these r the sweet poison of life.

when someone was left broken hearted so badly,
he/she would choose two ways,
to become someone better or worse,
n i do choose.

dendam itu mengubah segalanya.
i am not the same person that u left broken hearted so badly

a doctor-to-be
.fatinhusnakamaruddin.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

nurul fatin husna binti kamaruddin.
knp ni? what wrong na? ape dendam? ape not the same person. u, dont let ur emotion control urself. slalunya, emosi dia cepat berubah. i might not be able to be with u everytime, tp yg aku harapkan, ko jd sgt tabah. dendam, benci, xkan bw ko kmn na. now kat sni around 5.40pm. aq baru free nak on9. then bukk blog ni. bukn ke ko da jnji nak jd kuat? chillax. bertahan lah selg mmpu. dont choose to become someone worse, but choose to become a better person. mungkin mmt tu, xnmpk ko lgsung, n easily lukakan hati ko, but, this is not the point yg ko blh guna utk changed urself. dont let the pain control everything. jd nurul fatin husna binti kamaruddin yg ada hati yg mcm dulu. i miss the angelic her. the most rational person that i met. he might has leave u bloody hell broken hearted, dont change urself to someone that u will regret soon. bc msg aq kat fb. sowie, sbb xde bile ko nak kwn utk mengadu. dendam, hnye buat hati jd hitam, sucikan hati ko balik, sucikan hati ko balik. itu kau, prmpuan yg mmg pk tentang hidup, hati, dan perasaan org lain. jd teruslew hidup mcm tu. that is the best part of urself. dia xhargai, then? perlu ke ko mcm nie

used to be ur mr.freakinmeout

FatinHusnaKamaruddin said...

-.-
jgn ckp ape yg btl n ape yg x.
aku da mls nak denga ckp sume org
blh x?

Anonymous said...

na, think before u make a decision. dont do something that might regret u soon. ini bukan ko. aq ckp sbb aq xnak ko buat bnda yg slh.

FatinHusnaKamaruddin said...

xmahu. n pasal yg msg kt fb.
i dont want to have any commitment.