Tuesday, October 12, 2010

InsyaAllah

Today i become a perfect stupid stalker.
Perfect stalker coz i am a damn perfect in stalkering someone's page.
Stupid stalker coz i noe it will just hurt my heart but still, i want to do it.
-.-
sound stupid ** admit awal2.
Lm da xpergi tgk act.
Hari nie, sebb semalam someone bangkit kan pasal dia,
selama nie mn ade org sebut pasal dia.
smpi mimpi2 -.-
So, i am damn bajet tough gila.
Pergi stalk.
Nahhhhhh! speechless.
What i see, is more than what i able to stand.
I am barely able to breathe .
yes, pain is temporary coz u have someone that could wash away those pain.
thats why it is temporary.
but, i dont have anyone that would, that could help me to wash away those pain.
U have move on, but i still standing here, not a step moved.
Yes, move on too far.

** u r such a liar coz u said u r not interested in any relationship bcoz of me, but look how u n her now.
ur relationship r no longer can be protected?

-like i said, dont say anything if u didnt mean it.

i wish i'll become like u, easily finding someone else.
i wish someone could act create a medicine that will help one's in forgetting people.
i wish i could turn the time back.
i wish i didnt go n read everything.
i wish i am tough enough.

- I wont be that perfect stupid stalker again. because i wont ever do that again.

Ya Allah, redhakan hatiku utk melihatnya bersama yang lain. InsyaAllah.
Hilangkan semua rasa yang ada.
Amin.

15102010, please be nice.


** crying help me much. until my eyes are just like panda's.

5 comments:

♫ ♥ farah ada ♫ ♥ said...

Husna,
sowie i bangkitkan sal die..
hurm....

haih.. bajet tough sgt la gi tengok page die..
hadeih..

hmmm.. find your strength..
kalo die bole move on,
so do u..

if u need me, sy ade je..

*kcuali 'tadi'.. haha.. x on9 seharian~*

FatinHusnaKamaruddin said...

gila2 punya nangis
sy gila sedih ouke bila tgk
gila patah hati sy
aaaaaaaaaaaaa.
patah gila hati
hnya Allah yang tahu
pedihh.........

knp mcm nie
knp rs itu masih sm....

Adika said...

sebab Allah kurniakan kita dgn satu benda yang sangat bernilai dalam diri kita ni....Perasaan

Perasaan ni....kalau x dikawal ia akan menyakitkan diri....tp kalau dapat dikawal....ia akan menjadi pendidik yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri.....

-_-

jangan nangis trok2 lagi ok....sikit2 je.....Orang sekitar fatin suka tgk fatin senyum.....:)

FatinHusnaKamaruddin said...

i wish i could smile without hiding the pain
i wish i could smile sincerely.

munirahmuhamad said...

ni smua dh d'tntukan oleh tkdir.
kte hnya mmpu mrncg,tp d'ats sne Dia yg mnentukan.
Dia nk uji sama ada kte kuat atau x.redhalah dgn ktentuannya.psti ad yg trbaik sdg mnanti awk.just brsabar oke.