What should i say when my heart feels like this.
Lingering around at my fb home.
Suddenly, i looked at my former school fb.
Her primary pic is her picture with her bf
Suddenly i feel envy.
Knp eh? -.-
mmg xmatang btllah nie
No, sbb dr dulu.
During past time.
Mcm struggle nak kalahkan masing2 in study.
She didnt like to lose , me either lah kan.
So, kitorg nye relationship mmg xbaik.
Akhirnya end up dye masuk asrama penuh, n i masuk TGB
And in SPM, kitorg nye result mcm sm je, but end up dye dpt pergi I****
and i end up masuk UIA.
well, its look like she get everything.
n i'm a loser here.
-.- dulu ms kt skolah, i'm a bit harsh.
n she's well, lemah lembut etc etc etc.
i have my own mcm cikgu yg syg kau lebih.
mcm tu jugk dye.
then now, aku rs sgt sakit hati tgk dye ngan bf dye
weyh, bukan aku nk kt bf dye but
ish, tlg la fhm.
then looking that he's so in love with her.
mcm buat rs xbest.
ye, itu bahagia dye.
mmg aku ngekk lah kan skrg!
looking them sm2 letk gmba profile pic. yg sm, mcm sweet gila
Asl aku xdpt mcm tuh?
Tgk kt fb boy dye, bye dye tulis Aminah's (bkn nm sbnr)
Comel kot, sweet gila.
sbb ape aku mcm nie, sbb..
i will never be treated the way he treat her.
putting pic together till whole world know everything
the boy being so unsecretable how he loves her.
how he appreciate her.
Huh. ok, this is ridiculous.
Yeah. u can say so. -.-
happiness, its not cheap.
kalau nak ckp mcm nie kat aku,
everyone has their own part of happiness, n my happiness might be will come later on, xpayah la. da bosan denga.
* mmg gila unreasonable skrg. -.-
sigh, wiping tears, off.
sometimes. i am too fragile